I like eating but what I am afraid is FAT. 80% of my life is always thinking how to lose weight byt never success...BUT I never stop eating the yummy food...I realise that I am pretty girl(?) so if I am thinner, I will be prettier so cross the finger that I could be one day...this is all about ME...BIG ORANGE!!!
Finally, what I am afraid is happened!!! My beloved kitten just passed away on May 9, he lived, slept beside me for 8 months, though it's short but precious and memorable. I wish now he would stay in beautiful heaven.
One month ago, he ate less, he could not walk, he was often unconsciouss. Many times, I wished he would leave me as he was really weak, he could sleep for a day not even eat or drink.
One week before sorrow, he could not walk to food, I need to grap him and place him on the spot.
Three days before gone, I had my duty so unable to be home, then next two days, got the ring from friend...no chance to be with him in the last minute or it is me who leave him so he was lonely or he might not want me to worry...I consider and re-consider why why why
My beloved kitten, my son, my family...we love you...